Beauty Scars

I'm 16 years old and I used to be so happy, lately I have gained a bit of weight and I'm not as preety as my sisters, my mum always tells them they are preety bit never me, she always tells me I'm fat an ugly. I cry myself to sleep every night, what do I do? I'm falling apart to the point suicide is on my mind...

Anonymous

Youre mum is horrible and vain then if that is what she calls you. Although she could be teasing you to encourage you to try and change and get healthy but it’s not the right way to do it an you need to tell her this. Next time she does this (if shes only complementing your sisters or something and excluding you) ask her what she sees is wrong with you and why she doesnt complement you like that. If shes calling you fat and ugly and upsetting you yell at her, ask her what she is getting at? Is she wanting you to change or does she dislike you that much. Tell her that what she is doing really fucking hurts and if she’s being really cruel tell her she is pushing you to the thought of suicide. If that doesn’t change her actions and the way she is treating you get out of there. If a mother can’t understand her child and wants to push her to the extent of suicide she is not truly a mother and it’s not going to get better so get out of there. Find someone who loves you for you fucking beautiful self and be happy again <3

Please don't cut. I feel like a right hypocrite saying that but I'm goin to say it anyway. You are beautiful, you will get through this. Cutting is not the solution. I know it takes the pain away, I know it help you cope, trust me I know. But I also know its difficult to explain the scars, to hide the scars, and u know it's difficult to stop. Please try though, please :) xxx

Anonymous

Yeah I always feel hypocritical saying that aswell, it’s why i tell people to try to stop more then I do to stop completely. I am quite shocked how I cut today. I think it will be one of the last times I do it though. I hope.

I wish you all the best to <3

your beautiful . but you have not been posting a lot lately .... are you okay ? i love looking at your posts and your not posting ))):

Anonymous

Thankyou and I’m sorry I know, I’m so busy at the moment. Exams are coming up and I’ve had a performance to focus on and I’ve been spending alot of time out. Until last night I hadn’t stayed at home for around a week. I will be back to tumblr as soon as I can. Thankyou for noticing x

Are you from Sydney? And are you gay?you are the most amazing and inspiring women I've ever seen!!! You are beautiful

Anonymous

I’m from perth, Im bisexual and awww D: You are so fucking adorable, let me love you! <3

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